to find it.
He knew how to soften his voice. How to say “baby” like an apology. How to touch my elbow in public so people thought we were fine. How to make me feel responsible for his anger.
But grief had burned something clean in me.
There was no room left for his performance.
“Go home, Adrian,” I said.
His mouth bent into a bitter smile.
“I am home.”
Then continue reading …